You may have already noticed that I am not posting as much, and the things that I am posting are quick easy posts for current Giveaways, Getting to Know you, Wordless Wednesday, or Photo Flashbacks. I am just very tired ALL the time these days, and where as I used to sit down at the computer and go for hours, now I just practically fall asleep going through me emails, HA. Yesterday I started cramping really bad, and about passed out when I went to lift my two year old up to the changing table. Fortunately, my mom was down checking on us and she kinda took over and then took Davey to school so I could lay down and keep my feet up. The cramps went on all day long, but no spotting or anything . . . . . so I am taking it easy and really trying to resist picking up heavy things. Little Jon is working with me for the most part, and climbing onto his changing table for me now, and when he doesn't want to I just change him on the floor or one of the boys beds.
So I hope you understand and will stick with me until I move into the second trimester of this pregnancy when HOPEFULLY I will get some energy back. After all I have a lot to do to get ready for this baby, I have a room to turn from an office to a nursery, HA. I know so many of you are already praying for me, and I ask that you continue to do so. For me the fears of miscarriage seem to be stronger with this baby, maybe it's because I haven't heard her heart beat yet, maybe its because I am over 40 now, or maybe its just because I have been dreaming of Pink for so long and this MAY be the one and I worry she will disappear before I hold her.
I know I am in the Masters Hand and within the Masters Plan and He will give me the strength to get me through.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
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Just sent up a prayer for peace. Get some rest and enjoy your pregnancy!
ReplyDeletePLEASE take it easy and take care of that sweet little blessing :)
ReplyDeleteI am praying for you. I remember those first few weeks with this pregnancy. It took everything I had to make it through the day and I never checked my email! Now that I am in my second trimester I have a lot more energy. I will continue praying for a healthy baby for you.
ReplyDeleteEven though I am 2 hours away, if you need anything please let me know! I would love to help you convert the nursery or take the boys off of your hands while you work (which may be more help rather than physically helping with the nursery haha!)
ReplyDeleteLove you so much and just think that pretty soon you will get to hear that precious heartbeat! Only three more days till you start the journey to Wilmington!